Looks like there is a problem with my new washing machine as we can't open the door, luckily the washing in it is clean and dry as I have no idea when I might get it out!!
As usual when I am feeling so unwell I get very upset and feel so useless. I had to miss first day of a curse I was supposed to start today Five ways to wellbeing, I was really upset as it makes me look so bad and I have also changed things around so that I can attend, including having to get rid of my carer who has been with me for 6 1/2 years. I should have known better than to even think of attending something on a Monday. My carer used to come to me everyday so we got to know each other quite well and have been through a lots of things together. More recently she only came once a week as I had to get something that was more flexible to meet my needs. I will miss her a lot. The chances of me getting there next Monday are also slim as I have another busy weekend coming up, with a charity book sale, harvest events and quilting class. I was also due to start a free online course at the end of September which I pulled out of so I could go to fiveways, so I am not a happy bunny!
Just been looking at this event Yarndale, I would love to go, but its unlikely as Emily would not want to go and we will probably be with family that weekend. I get so upset that I am not able to do things for myself, but that's life I suppose. I love this sheep, he was in our local library for a while
I have been getting very upset recently as I just don't have the time and energy for making things and really don't know where the time goes. I was making an anniversary card for my parents, but didn't finish it. I am trying to make the Elsa doll for Emily and there are several other ideas I want to try and I have to do a small part of my quilt before Friday, but with appointments and everyday life I don't see much chance.
Emily is back now she will be full of what she has learnt so I had better go and listen.