I find that emotional stuff makes my pain worse too. Today is the 3rd anniversary of my cousin's death, he died just 37 in an accident. I feel for his family and fiancée and on days like this they are in my thoughts more.
My cousin with Emily at her 3rd birthday.
with Emily at her naming ceremony
Emily is outside with Rob as Rob has bought a bike to go cycling with her, they don't seem to be doing much cycling though, I think Emily thinks she needs to teach him to ride it!