When I started out I wanted this Blog to be a record of what I was making so I could see progress and display things I have made. But it seems more like a place where I moan and feel sorry for myself which is not what I want to do and its not nice for people to read.
There is a lot going on and I am not able to focus on my craft as much as I want to as every day life is taking all my time and energy. There are issues that I cannot write about on a public site that are having an impact of the way I feel and I just end up looking as if I am feeling sorry for myself, which I guess I am.
Should I try to refocus, should I give up Blogging? What is the best used of my little time and energy?
I can hardly type at the moment, spending more time deleting than typing so I guess I should not be doing this right now, I am so tired and in a lot of pain, not a good place to be, but plenty of others manage. I will finish now before this becomes another moan.